You need to retain an experienced criminal defense attorney immediately. You have put yourself in a really bad position and I can see the probation officer taking severe measures.
You are facing at least Violation of Probation. Retain experienced counsel asap.
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You do need to hire a criminal attorney but you also should find a mental health counselor to support you in turning your life around. You seem to be making some choices that are creating an awful lot of problems for you. Having an attorney and taking steps to really turn your life around will go a long way.