Perhaps a criminal cause of action against you will give your life more meaning? By coke you must mean the beverage, right? And by opiates, you must mean your valid, legal prescriptions, right? Otherwise, this public forum, being scoured through by law enforcement for evidence of crime and admissions to crimes, which can lead them directly to you, could be the beginning of a serious downfall to your search for meaning.
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A court order could only come from a criminal case against you. The best thing to do is seek help from an out patient or in patient facility for drug abuse.
I'm sorry to hear your life is heading in the wrong direction, but this forum is not appropriate for your particular question. You need to go to inpatient/outpatient drug treatment.
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