The trust itself is not necessarily a matter of public record, true. However if you are a current beneficiary of the trust you are entitled to a copy of the trust and the books/records of the trust/trustee. You need a lawyer to represent your interests and obtain the records, likely through a court proceeding requesting an accounting and to remove the trustee/executor and perhaps surcharge him/her if funds were misappropriated or the terms of the trust not followed.
This is not legal advice nor intended to create an attorney-client relationship. The information provided here is informational in nature only. This attorney may not be licensed in the jurisdiction which you have a question about so the answer could be only general in nature. Visit Steve Zelinger's website: http://www.stevenzelinger.com/
Attorney Zellinger has provided you with sound advice. You need to consult with a local trust attorney to review and explore your situation in depth. If you need a referral, you should start with Attorney Zellinger, he is in your area.
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