i am 18 years old, female, attending Ball State Univeristy, majoring in nursing. my court date is sept 17th. I AM FREAKING OUT, i am absolutely disgusted with my behavior, i physically hurt im so disgusted and angry at my behavior . this is my first and LAST offense. i will be receiving a letter in a week. i have no idea what to do. i stole because im broke, how can i pay all these citations and court fees? i stole sunglasses, a sport bra, and a hat from a kohl's in Plainfield, IN. i can't afford a lawyer. i just really need to know what will happen to me so i can save up money and sell my stuff so i'm prepared for what i have to pay for.