My goodness -- I am sorry to read of these challenges.
You need some legal help an that will come in the form of a family law attorney -- the family law attorney you have already hired! Discuss all of your concerns with that professional you entrusted with your case when you signed the fee agreement!
In no way am I offering you legal advice, and in no way has my comment created an attorney-client relationship. You are not to rely upon my note above in any way, but insted need to sit down with counsel and share all relevant facts before receiving fully-informed legal advice. If you want to be completely sure of your rights, you must sit down with an experienced criminal defense attorney to be fully aware of your rights.
On one hand, attorneys are entitled to be paid for their professional services. On the other, they have some olbigation to follow through on a commitment to a client. If you really cannot afford to pay your attorney, you can contact Colorado Legal Services or Metro Volunteer Lawyers. Good luck to you.
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