Your question is very unclear. If you have an attorney, discuss your situation fully with him or her. If you do not have an attorney, it appears you will need one. You are better off dealting with any criminal charges with an experienced local criminal lawyer at your side.
You should not post any further information on this public bulletin board. If what you say were traced back to you, it could be used against you later. The only people you can safely talk to who cannot testify against you about what you said are your hired attorney, your spouse, and maybe your priest in confession. Anyone else can be called to testify against you, including but not limited to parents, boyfriend, girlfriend, best pal, siblings, teachers, bartender, neighbor, boss.
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