This question breaks my heart to read. Running away from these issues is definitely not the answer. It will not get you off of probation. It might get you thrown into a locked (read: jail) facility for a good long time, and cause the state to take your child away from you-- forever.
I hope that this is not a serious question and is a prank (not a funny one.) If it is a serious question, though, please reach out to your lawyer-- you must have had one assigned to you by the court-- or find a counselor, priest, pastor, nun, friend's parent, anyone at all to help you clear your thinking and make positive decisions for the sake of your child.
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If you do not comply with the court or probation orders you could be thrown in jail when they do finally catch you or turn yourself in. A probation violation will also void the DEJ. Your best bet is to tough it out and comply with the terms imposed on you. I know its tough but a little work now is better that a ton of work later.
Running away will simply make matters worse.
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