I live in taxes . I will be 15 years old in three days . For the past 12 years i have had to live with my dad . When I was little , he tried his best to keep me from being so close with my moms side of the family , as well as her . I have been unhappy living with him for quite sometime now . I have moved to a different town six times . One of those , we were just living in a camper trailer : myself , my brother , and my dad . I am now 9 months pregnant . I do not currently live with my dad , but with his mother in my hometown . I have experienced stress , anxiety , and depression very strongly in the past month and a half since being there . Since telling her how i felt , we don't talk at all . I stay at my maternal grandparents house every weekend . Every week day I get up at 5 : 45 and get picked up to go to their house . My paternal grandfather picks me up at 7 : 50 and takes me to school . He also picks me up from school , and then drops me off at my maternal grandparents house . I stay there until 7 : 30 at night then get taken to my paternal grandparents . My paternal grandmother does not speak to me . I try my best to stay out of her way . I go to my room , and don't come out until the next morning at 5 : 45 . I am beyond miserable being there . I might as well just live alone . My father knows everything , and knows that it is very unhealthy for my baby . He always threatens me that I won't be aloud at my maternal grandparents if I try to go against him . He knows about all of the stress and depression , and hasn't done anything . My father is very unstable as far as moving . I do not think that is an environment for my child to be in . Nor is his mothers house . She has inside animals who use the restroom in the house , and it is not a clean environment for a baby . With all this being said , what chance do I have of being able to decide where I want to live . I only want whats best for my child , and my health . What chance do I have of saying I want to live with my maternal grandparents and it happening , under these circumstances ? Please help me . I am in great need of it .