can a no contact order be reversed or dropped by the victim?

Basically my boyfriend and I got into an argument and I pushed him and in retaliation he grabbed me and shook me making me hit my head on the wall. The police were called by a neighbor. He left and the police questioned me I didnt want to lie so I was honest. about everything. They finally caught him but they are trying to give him four charges. They say I will receive a subpoena by hand but have yet I guess I keep missing the guy, but I dont want to testify anyways. - Is this your question? Add additional information